At a Time

At this time I should say, I should be doing my homework that never seems to end, but of course I'm not. I have finally entered the new state of high school. I was in high school, but no thee school. Now that I'm where I am, I have no life. Here's the breakdown of every day. Sunday- my day, homework day, laundry day. Monday- school, home, 2 hours at orchestra, 2 hours of homework. Tuesday- school, home, marching band for 4 hours, 2 hours of homework. Wednesday- student council for an hour, school, home, marching band, 2 hours of homework. Thursday- school, Spanish club officer meeting, dinner, marching band, 2 hours of homework. Friday- school, Spanish club, play at the football game, red robin. Saturday- marching band practice till around mid day then competition for the rest of the day. This isn't even that bad. At the beginning of the year, when I was trying to transition from schools, we had student council everyday after school till 5, and the straight to marching band that starts at 5.

That's enough of my schedule. I recently dyed my hair back to a similar color of my natural born hair. It is truthfully scary sometimes, used to the dark blond and all, and now it's nearing black. Ha. It looks good though, so I've been told. I have had guy troubles, but what the hell is new with that? Marching band, ohhh man, we're a whole ton better than last year. We're currently placed 5th in the state? If we make 5th place at states I might die. Last year we got 7th, ehh. My brother's best show got to 4th place. I think we might be able to get there. We have Coleen now. She's harsh, that's not even the word. Worse than harsh. But it's good for us I do agree. We have become so much greater than our thought potential. We just keep pushing the limits. I haven't been so excited about this season. Last year never ever did I miss one minute of practice if it was possible. This year I'm just exhausted, which might be the only real term to describe it. I put forth effort of course, I just have so many things to concentrate on, I can't put my mind to one thing for any long period anymore.BLAHH

It's nearing midnight and I ought to head for bed. I have way more to tell. And it won't all be so dreadfully boring. I NEED A SUBSTITUTE SLEEP AID. If you are a scientific genius, please contact me about any possible antidote!

Night
<3
lins.

This Makes Me Seem Desperate

But I'm not. I haven't talked to "them" in a while. Which is probably best. But I started talking to this guy again I have kinda liked all along. And whenever my friends talk about him, it just, I don't know. I had a dream about him, lol. He lost his cell phone in a classroom, so him and I were like on this secret mission to get it back. lol. It was funny, but cute.

I got back from NT today. We left on thursday. I saw the Oddos and thats it. It was fun. John taught me how to play texas hold em' and cousin Ceal taught me the different kinds of poker. And I learned Egyption Rat Slap and Acey Ducey im guessing. He might be one of my favorite cousins. But I found something out about him, which bothers me, but whatever. =[ Life goes on.

I walked around NT A LOT. Mostly because I'm not allowed to here becasue of busy streets. I also threw a lot there. And some old men would stop and ask me questions about it. THEN this little kid came up to me and said that I was throwing it wrong, that I should be thrwoing it underhand. So I tryed it, not trying to hurt his feelings, and it didnt even go 5 feet.lol.

On Easter I walked the whole day, along and inbetween Division and Roncrof. I got some weird looks because of my varsity jacket. Seeing that it was from 3 states over. I threw behind Spruce and almost chopped some tool's head off. But whatever.lol. There were a brazillion people walking dogs that day. I talked to my dad about keeping the house, instead of selling it, and I could move there one day. Maybe after my college years. But I was also offered a room in my cousins house if I wanted to go to college in the buffalo area. Which I would love to consider but I dont think my mom would like that. My dad doesn't mind. But anyways, my dad wants to keep the house so when he retires, he can just go chill there. I really wish he would keep it. I love that house, that area, the memories, everything.


night
<3
lins.

M.C.

I don't have a clue what the freak that means, but that's what I was tonight. An ANNOUNCER, it was pretty cool to have people stare at me.(talent show) I'm concieted, i know. But it doesn't matter. This is a catch up blog! I watched twilight for the first time! And i thought it was amazing. And I heard the book was even better. So I'm reading the book right now. I'm on chapter 21. Almost done. Almost onto New Moon! I'm doing track again this year. I'm throwing again this year. But I'm trying pole vaulting not again, but for the first time! Winter guard is almost to an end. States is this saturday. I'm kind of excited its over. Too much drama. Too many girls. Too many LITTLE girls who think they're cool. But they are sometimes. They're cute. MCYBB is going great. Theres a kid. And that's all you have to know. Infact, that's his code name now, "the Kid". lol. I had a track meet yesterday, we lost 34- 102. it was freezing and I didn't do as well as I could have. And plus we neverrrr win against trenton. I threw varsity discus. that was a mess. and jv shot put. my sister came home for a day and left for florida =[ its getting warmer here! KAYLAs birthday was last friday, and shes amazingggg. i love her. shes great. greater than frosted flakes lol.theres kid #2 that likes me. and he wrote about me in his blog and i thought it was cute. anyways i have a track meet tomorrow. poop. but its at home and the ring wont be screwed up like trentons was. yuck. im excited for this meet! i have a twitter now and a facebook. i think i have a million different forms of communication on the internet. let us list them: facebook, hotmail, myspace, ecampus, myspace, twitter, ibeatyou, blogtv, kevjumba, and thats it. what was that? nine? wow i need a life. i'm eating a cheese stick right now. and listening to my myspace song. my friend just told me that her boyfriend gave her her first kiss tonight! today, i did something to one of my tendons i think, by my knee, im like "GREATTTTTTT" i doesnnt feel cool at all. now im listening to i caught myself by paramore. and i think im leaving because thats all i had to say
oh states are in saginaw!

night
<3
lins.